4/365

Today was such a blessed day.

Woke up on time, had an apple and a glass of milk for breakfast. First period — finished filming. Second period — sat there and did nothing. Lunch, chilled with the usual (although I sat there quietly for a while… I don’t know). Third period — I didn’t fall asleep. Fourth period — laughed, a lot.

Between third and fourth, I got a note from RL. Wow, that letter made me smile, and it legitimately made my week. God, that boy.

After school, waited at land of “stopbus” with Noure, Raymond and Linda. Talked on the bus ride home with Noure and Elizabeth, walked home. Walked Teddy.

Went to the mall with family, ate a springroll from New Wok, bought my sister that cute TNA jacket (that we can share!).

Went home, had lobster and rice.

Good things? Talking to RL all day. Damn, one boy.

#blessed

3/365

I missed a day already, cool.

Today I woke up late for school.

Got some awesome filming done (although we only filmed like two scenes). Slept in three periods, stomach pains and a killer headache.

Surprisingly amusing walk home with Noure, and then Richard.

Finished homework outside, took a walk with Teddy, a bike ride around the neighborhood and then chilled outside laughing at Leo’s nephew and my neighbor’s son, while eating grapes.

Usually I have a good day at school, and a bad day at home, but today it has been switched.

Talked to Mai and Nich all day again. They’re wonderful.

2/365

Today feels like a major contrast from yesterday.

Felt like a total control freak in first period, but whatever.

Got the marks for the performance task I thought I did well on — obviously not well enough.

Something, which I’m not even sure what, to be honest, set me off at lunch today and I just sat there quietly.

After a while, things just really get to you.

Fell asleep in Math.

I don’t think I should eat out often anymore. I went out for lunch for the first time in nearly two weeks, and I felt so fat afterward. God, that was not pleasant.

Highlights of today would be talking to Shirley, the walk home with Noure and the 11ers, having Christina sit with me in Math, and texting my three closest guy friends all day.

Oh, and I like my hair.

Pretty nice for never doing anything to it.

I’m praying tomorrow be blessed.

1/365

Today was surprisingly pleasant for a Monday. I didn’t want to get out of bed, but I did, and I’m thankful.

Walked around feeling semi-confident today, even though it was my boiling point outside. Talked/laughed with people, and just… enjoyed myself. I found out I’m 7% ahead of everybody in one of my classes. That was nice to know.

Also, I did the Math performance task without any hitches.

Got home, took the coldest shower I could possibly bear, and then tried doing homework.

I ended up taking a night walk with my parents, and then came home and finished the rest of the French questions.

Now I’m on my way to my second shower of the night.

I shall link a mini-rant to this post later.

Bright points — talking to Mark, Shirley, and Nicholas.

91/365+1

Today I was awoken by my mother who barged into my room at 9AM to check if my dad had left. Why, apparently he had. He and my uncle had gone fishing without me, who wanted an escape from this sad little town, just for today.

I think after she left, I screamed for a bit and then stormed into the washroom, slamming the door and splashed water onto my face. After that, I went to my room, and sobbed silently for a while before texting Odeta, Julia, and whoever texted me in rage.

Why did he leave? I actually wanted to go for the first time in a long time, and he leaves without us. What the fuck. Nobody in this house listens…

After that little fit, I went downstairs and made myself microwaveable breakfast, ate in the living room while listening to music. My mom made me a bit of iced coffee, which I slurped down and then I went to procrastinate.

After a couple hours, I finished my English homework, and then took a walk with my sister and Teddy. Then, I got home, grabbed some stuff and then walked to Fortinos to deposit a check and take out some money. I’m mad broke, but I decided to buy some candy anyway.

When I got home, we made bubble tea — honeydew for me, and taro for my sister. I finished the required chapters for To Kill A Mockingbird, along with finishing the rest of my ISP book, Willow. I’ve been texting Odeta, Kevin O and Mai all day.

I got the cutest anonymous message today too. That certainly made my day, if talking to Odeta did not.

90/365+1

Two posts in one week? I’m ballin’.

Woke up this morning at 7AM like usual, but I fell back asleep and re-awoke half an hour later. After putting on my favourite pair of jeans and my new favourite shirt, I was off to school.

After sitting awkwardly in the silence, Julia appeared and we made fun of her lisp until the bell rang. Between that amount of time, Odeta appeared for her resumes and gave me a kiss because it’s National Kiss Day.

First period was fun, honestly. I told Shameza and Di Cesare about the Italian man who visited me at work yesterday. Kevin and I just fooled around like usual. Gohar didn’t show up, and that made us sad, haha. Di Cesare pointed out that Shameza’s always turned towards Gohar and I, and then she was all self-conscious about it during class. I’m getting mid-80’s in that class, wahoo!

Second period was fun too. I laughed a lot. I don’t remember what for though, but I guess it’ll come to me someday.

Lunch, I went out with Mihir, Jonathan and Kevin to sushi. We all had bento boxes, and they were blowing little paper balls and the paper straw covers at each other. Oh lord, what kids. :$ It was funny though.

Third period, we had our English quiz and then blah. The usual. My group (Evan, Mihir, Noure & Jenny) drew pictures on the back of our placemat.

Fourth period, Judy decided to sit next to me. It was pleasant, honest. I think that’s the first time somebody’s sat next to me in that class in a month. /sigh

After school, I fooled around with the guys for a bit before catching the bus with Kyle. I walked home (it was torturous for some reason), looked for food but found nothing, so I printed out 5 resumes and then caught the 20 to mills. My mom interrogated me on the way via phone, but I hung up after “don’t hang o—”.

When I got there, Allison was waiting for me. She gave me a kiss from Jessica, with the NKD and all. We walked to UB so that we could meet up with Odeta. Handed out resumes, acted like fools. I got mine out to Siblings, AE, Aeropostale, Winners and Timothy’s.

Then my dear friends went and hit on the male employee who was working at AE. Oh lord, he was definitely a cutie pie. She got his number, and his name, and his age. Too cute. Helen, my co-worker, must think my friends are crazy. Picked up a Green Tea frappuccino, the book I’ve been eying for months, and I spotted Odeta for some lemon zest tea. It smelled delicious.

After my dad picked me up, we went to Longo’s for some free Starbucks, and then homebound. We walked Teddy when we got home, and then my uncle came over.

I’ve been sitting here all evening, alone with my thoughts and frustration.

Today was probably the best or second best day this week.

89/365+1

Oh hey, first time I’ve posted in a while.

Today (the 11th of April) is freaking amazing.

I woke up this morning in a really shit mood. I literally changed my clothes 4 or 5 times, before finally giving up and wearing whatever. Ate breakfast with a scowl on my face, grimaced at the sight of what I had for lunch, went to school and then was bothered by “true love” boy. Ok.

First period, finished watching that documentary, “-something- the Void”. It was so scary, but cool at the same time. I’m not going mountain-climbing. Ever. LOL. Second period, worked on something, and then wasted time. I gave Christine my sweater because she was cold. Also, we got our marks. KIM IS GETTING AN 89%! /dances

Lunch was spent with Julia in the library. I was scrolling a bit on Tumblr while she worked on her French project. I also signed up for summer school too.

Third period, we read To Kill A Mockingbird in class. That’s it. Fourth period, I KO’d for a bit before continuing with the lesson/work. Also, I found out my mark at the moment (92%). Hell m’fking yes.

After school, talked to the guys while waiting for my dad. We picked up my mom, and then went to Service Canada for some help with EI. After that, went home, ate a blueberry muffin, lazed around before going to the library. I picked up like three books, and then went to guitar. /sigh

Another bad lesson, I really suck so I don’t know why I bother. After that, I was dropped off at the mall where I met up with Nivethan, Julia, Jazmine, Noah, Kevin O, Jonathan, and Odeta. Odeta, Julia and I went to the dollar store to buy balloons and a bag for my present. They bought a floral/colourful happy birthday balloon, along with a “Best Grandma” balloon. Julia tripped over the bench in front of Lucky Strike. <:

Safe to say, the surprise was ruined, BUT Kevin K loved his present. I think he’s just happy everyone was there. We played pool after that. First I watched the game between Mark & Odeta versus Kevin K & Jonathan. Then, I was recruited to Kevin O’s team, where he and Julia taught me to play.

NIVETHAN IS SO CHEAP. He bumped me like how many times, ugh.

At some point during my game, I had to hit the red ball — but the white ball hopped over it and then went into the hole. That really was an epic fail.

Got home, had a quick dinner and now I’m doing homework. I finished like 80% of the Math questions, and now I’m working on English.

Good things? Kevin loved his present, I got some friend time. I’m acing Math and French, oh yes baby.

88/365+1

I decided that I’d only post whenever I can.

Today was whatever.

I feel like I’m slipping into the hole again, but I’m not even sad. I don’t feel sad. I just feel… messed up.

The highlight of my day was after school, joking around with everybody until my throat was a bit sore. God, I love my friends.

87/365+1

When she woke up this morning it was too cold, so she decided to wear sweats instead of the usual pair of skinny jeans.

First period was spent working on Logo, which she loved until her teacher told her to change it up. Cool. Second period, worked on some review and spent the rest of the time complaining.

Lunch was spent with the birthday girl and her friends. It was a tad bit awkward, but she doesn’t mind — as long as birthday girl was happy. Then, to the locker and then talk a bit with the guys.

Third period, in the lab working on The Veldt assignment. Fourth period was spent falling asleep, and then catching up on the work.

After school, she got a ride home with her best friend. They picked up the sisters and neighbor, and then walked to the bus stop. Took the 20 while it was still free down to Colossus. They bought tickets for The Hunger Games and some refreshments/snacks.

The movie? Fucking amazing. She loved it. Called home, got a ride home, ate dinner (her favourite 100000 year old eggs!) — homework: Math, and then reviewed for French. Cool. Shower and nap time!

Good things about today? She felt comfortable in her own skin. For once in a long time.

Good night guys.

86/365+1

Woke up this morning, cold as hell. Morning routine — a grumpy breakfast, and ride to school.

First period, worked on logo assignment. It’s actually looking really nice! Remind me to send myself a copy to show y’all. Second period, French review, but mostly chatted with Shameza and others.

Went home for lunch to eat some beef stew and run some errands for a plan that fell through later on. Third period, English test I know I failed. Fourth period, sat through twenty minutes of a lesson, then went downstairs to sign myself out.

Chilled at the front entrance, where some chick rudely hit the window, and a bunch of 12ers were entertaining me while filming their movie for film & prod.

Dropped mom off, drove to Yorkdale. Visited Apple, but their system/store was shut down twice — so we hopped on YUS and got off at Queens. Sat down at a Tim Hortons, had a white hot chocolate, and then went to the L’Oreal place for my sister’s model call.

Sat there for an hour ogling all the pretty girls, before scowling my sister for backing out of the modeling call so late. Ugh. Hopped on the wrong subway, hopped off, and then switched to the opposite one.

Fell asleep sitting up, before being awoken by dad. We stopped by Apple again, but I didn’t want to wait an hour so we just drove home.

Came home, scarfed down a bowl of rice and ham, and then a bowl of beef stew. Did a bit of French review, and then worked a bit on my English assignment.

Okay, good things about today? Not much, but I was able to smile — so I guess it wasn’t that bad.